Tuesday, June 29, 2010

butterflies

tomorrow is wednesday.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

recap

there are a few things i would just like to point out.
one) joe zambon in real life is just as amazing as joe zambon in cd. his show was awesome. of course including the talented women i know who captured us with the beauty and soul of their own music. oh, how sweet it is!
two) friends warm my heart. even after being away for an entire year, i can come back and have solid heartfelt conversations with people i love. what a gift. charlie, that includes you. you are a wonderful, wonderful woman.
three) happy birthday bosom buddy. look at you! this is quite the day, all things considering. *wink*
four) i'm house-sitting. it's kind of nice, the quiet is supposed to be helping me write my paper and finish this darn class once and for all...but i guess i can always find distractions.
five) there are now only 6 more days until wednesday. and wednesday will be a very very good day.
six) i'm supposed to be writing a paper right now. i guess old habits die hard.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

june

my brain is everywhere sometimes. just floating around, observing things from the outside looking in. sometimes sleepy. sometimes over-thinking. sometimes wanting to hold tightly to everything around me. sometimes pondering. sometimes peaceful, giddy, excited, loving, living. sometimes worrying, fixing, problem solving, needing to find a solution. and sometimes, thinking back on what's happened days and weeks and months and years before now and finally getting it. finally understanding why, finally having an answer, finally learning.
when that happens it's like all the mist clears away and the sun comes out. and then i need to write it down before i forget. i sometimes wonder if God wired me this way, and why. or maybe i'm just a little bit crazy. it seems tiring sometimes. but i know i need to let myself jump into God's arms and rest there. he would be like my anchor. i need that. to abide in him.

oh june, i want to enjoy your moments. there is a very handsome wonderful wildly amazing so-and-so who is coming to visit at the end of these two weeks. but i have to remind myself not to just float on by the waiting. there is much to reap.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

growing

illum oportet crescere me autem minui

[john 3:30]

Thursday, June 3, 2010

west coast

i am craving sushi like none other.