stop and go

the problem is, i have to go through all of this doing nothing in order to reach the goal of doing something. the longer i take at procrastinating doing that one thing, the longer it'll take in the long run. i get discouraged when i just sit here doing nothing, but really it's alright because in this time of doing nothing, i've still started doing what i set out to do. starting to start is half the battle. i just need to actually finish starting. i could be not starting, and in reality, not get anything done at all. so sitting here starting to start is actually getting something done (contrary to how it feels at the moment). once the wave crashes (or time runs out), what needs to be done will get done and all this sitting here will not be in vain.